Hello there readers! well today when to angklung instead of takraw.. nvm. today was juz fine.. anw i have nth to say actually.. all i want to say something that i cant beliveit..... after all those year we share... nw everything will go to the drain.. i dont give a fucking care!!... all this time you were doing that... juz forget it alright.... nw you are nothing to me!!! and i will never treat you like i was supposed to treat you... now everything change... i just cant believe it...='(
Muhammad Rusydi Zulfadli walk alone with tears and millions of pieces of heart, No one can put it together back.only you can can complete my heart.
To You
You the one who ask me for break. n why are you doing this to me?? have you realise y you have many ex? whose the want ask for break?... and stop your attitude towards me. we have break up than y must you still make people think bad about me??? did i do that to you??...plz lah girl.. enough is enough.. do you knw y people hate me? because before i was with you. people alrdy started to hate you. coz of your attitude...but nw when im with you, people hate me also... though of being with you would change.. but you seem dont even bother to listen to me.. juz because i a fucking irritating... dosent mean i want to get angry at you all the time..i swear i did that juz to make you change so that you wont hear another lecture from me.... i swear i want to make you change...but you wont even let me. coz why?... you think of yourself... eh plz lah... changing others will be better than changing yourself.. coz you dont realized what you did...thats y you dont know how to change....you change thats person attitude, she/he will change you back...understand.... i swear im really being nice to you...even if we are friends....stop make people or telling people that im doing all this because i like her back.... i only want to treat her like my friend....thats all.. coz i had enough of GF!!..... so please.. stop thinking of yourself....
Hey there readers! sorry about the updates. And tmr is like my DnT exam. haish.. i am so damn stress..i juz had this feeling that my life is like suck!! coz of all those fighting and all those emotional that i had been throught. i dont how long am i gona be like this. after listen to one of this music make me realized how bad am i and how bad am i to you. if i juz wish i could change my life.. Coz all those memory we share and its like i can never forget about it. Why is this happening to me?...why is this happening to you... both parties are hurt and you are confused. make your choice and guide your self to the right way. coz what i am doing is nothing and juz watching you in suffer.. i try my best to show you how care am i and how pity i have for you. you juz dont realized it...so i juz feel sad...
Every night i cry because of this. because of what have i done. because of what has happen to us. feels like not one even like me anymore. even my best friend.='(
For all the things i 've done and said.. for all the hurt i've caused you...i hope you forgive me baby..cause that wasn't what i meant to do....
